Today is a life changing day. It's a day that we have struggled to get to for three and a half years. Here we are now and it's scary. Ricky and I have wanted this child for so long. February of 2006 we started "trying" for another baby. We were disappointed when it wasn't the month, cried over the loss of the baby last year and wondered if we were only meant to have Regan. Today we will be welcoming Kollyn Avery into our world. A baby that has lived in our hearts for over 3 years. I hope to be able to post about his arrival very soon. Thanks for following us on this journey.
Ever feel like it's you against the world? Lately I do. The husband,the parents,the children, even the unborn one. Please let this be only pregnancy hormones cause right now I'm mentally packing for a vacation to a far off place by myself.
It has just hit me that these are my last two days alone!!!
The doctor said I could go at anytime and so now we wait but we have already set an induction date in case Kollyn wants to hang out too much longer. Regan is out of school next week for fall break and so he and I will be hanging out together until the BIG DAY!
What am I planning on doing these last two days of quiet time? Cleaning and getting groceries bought,laundry,cleaning Kollyn's room again, all while trying to keep the swelling down in my legs. Sounds like fun,huh?
Today I put a crying 4 year old on the bus. Not because he didn't want to go to school but because we got off the porch late and didn't get to have our races down the driveway. The child has a routine and doesn't like for it to be messed up. He is really going to be messed up when he realizes that I switched his snack up. I would almost bet that he gets a frowny face today. I bet if he could he would give me one today. Who changes two parts of an obsessive compulsive's day on the same day?? Oh if only he had the words to tell me how bad I am today.
