August 17, 2009

This post has been deleted a million times.......

I've spent an hour writing this long detailed post and now it seems I've deleted it all. Oh well! Here is the cliff note version.

I need someone to take my side.
I need sometimes for other people to admit that they see the delays in Regan.
I need to know that I'm not the only one working on him.
I need to know that people respect my decisions on what happens with Regan.
I need to know that my name isn't being smeared to other people just because you don't like what my rules are.
I need to know that this will get better.
I need to know that this isn't going to tear my little family apart.
I need to know that some people would stop what they are doing to spend time with Regan.

I would like to blame this on hormones, but its something that just keeps building inside me.

2 people actually cared enough to comment on this:

Adrian said...

Hang in there sweetie!! I know I can't even begin to understand what all you have been through, but know I'm always here if you need it!!

mawmaw said...

hi my kay i understand you are doing a great job with regan we love him so much we want to be with him everyday there will always be people that dont understand but we dont care he is our gift from God you and ricky are doing a great job with him and i am so proud of you and you know iam always here when you need me keep being strong because you are even though you dont think you are you are God bless you and rick and regan and kollyn listen pray that we will find us a church to go to and we will be happier i think love ya i adore my grands!!!!!!!!!!!!!!